1/4 of Life later

And it seems that you are suffering from amnesia. i can't remember the last time i felt passionate about something, or had a strong motivation to live Life like one should; grabbing it by the balls and then inhaling it through both my nostrils.

When all have been said and done; and you look into the next quarter or so with much trepidation, you wonder if it is ever going to be like the previous one: messy/unrehearsed/ clumsy/exciting/"insert own adjective here".. because it was truly you.. unique and personal. i don't think there will be a quarter in your life where you will learn how to walk all over again (unless of course the unfortunate occurs, like you take up ballet or play an ape like Helena Bonham Carter) or go through primary, then secondary then college... again.

This quarter is all about experiences.. hard core.. no censureship (like in school), no spoonfeeding (like in school canteen with your maid) and no guidebooks (like the Teenage textbook which was made into a movie starring meloy chen).

This quarter, if you do stumble, you are going to fall so hard something is going to break. And the best part is, you do it in front of the whole world to see (raffles place mrt during lunch time). You will not know who your real friends/enemies/lovers/parents are until the 3rd quarter..
SO you have to wait until you hit the intermission...

NO shit. this is serious business. i suggest getting lots of sleep and vitamin C. and an SLK.

But thats just me.