Air and Vide Cor Meum

It has been haunting me all morning. "Air on G string" by Bach and "Vide Cor Meum". I've finlalysent my handphone for repair and this is the third time it has come back "fixed". Its getting exasperating really.. i am really want to know what my legal rights are since they keep giving me faulty devices and i have to inconvenience myself by going all the way down to the Service Centre to get the damn thing "fixed". What are they running there?

I realized from my brother, who has been skiving, that i can upload MP3s on my handphone and use them as ringtones, for someone who is damn jobless like me, it was an exciting prospect. Finally, i can upload my favourite pieces and annoy everyone by showing them off. So the question is, what should i upload? *excuse the somewhat trivial nature of this entry, i just want to ramble* My previous ringtones were usually downloaded off the internet but it soon got annoying when you hear "Hey Ya" every 2 minutes or so when an SMS comes in.. i wanted something that would be easy on the ears for me and for others..

So i'm downloading classics.. Bach and some contemporary arias.. i like arias.. puccini's nessun dorma is one that i would put as an alarm.. since the title suggests that "No one is sleeping.." so im busying myself with little tasks like these to keep me occupied while i wait for my interviews.. etc..

I was an S' new apartment.. and somehow.. it seemed strange to me.. how everything came come together and Life seems simple and ideal and perfect.. how everything fits. Then you have to wonder, or at least the cynic and skeptic in you does, whether such pockets of certainty are transient or belie a greater uneasiness.. and how, you often scare yourself knowing that that is true and how you weep for the certainty of that knowledge, for yourself and for your friends, and how some would sink.. and how little will survive. It's a farrowing thought. but nonetheless.. this is REAL.

REAL and Transient. Being able to accept. Big ideas. Very difficult to swallow.. Terrible, life is no? :)