Post Exams

Its after the exams. That's it. 4 years of business school. Over. The business school has even gotten a new name. When i first matriculated it was just School of Business. Now its Lee Kong Chian School of Business. The fella must have donated a shitload of money to the SOB to have a school named after him. heh.

The school is also moving to the new city campus. The other 2 local universities are going for the spoils. They will share half of the Bukit Timah campus. That's sucky. Imagine having them tearing down our seminar rooms and trudging through our quadrangles. Sacrilegious!

I am clueless as to what to do. No more reports to be done. Im slowly job searching. I'm occupying myself with book shopping, running and reading. When i am really adventurous, i start writing articles that are long overdue.

I have always said that Life will be filled with regrets over the things that you didn't do over the things that you do. And im thinking back on my Life so far, at this point of transition, and im thinking if i had left anything behind, anything valuable, worth keeping, worth going the extra mile for. I am not one for nostalgia because i bring the best along, but sometimes, things fall through cracks. Cracks caused by calousness and moments of complacency.

But worse than that is when you hold on to things that don't really matter, that are unimportant and can only bog you down. Such things are demanding. Such things are not healthy. But you don't realize it. Because you can't take an objective view when you are in it. And worse is when you mistake such things as having real importance only to realize that its more out of habit. Bad habit. i want to drop things. Things that are heavy, causes strain and pain. But its so hard when you have been dragging them this far.

But im learning. Everyday. Sometimes its hard. Sometimes its harder. "Sometimes"is a Britney Spears song. But like i said, im learning. Maybe not quick enough. But today, maybe tomorrow i'll catch up.